Friday, April 27, 2007
SO, after that, we came back to help-desk, and I've been here ever since. There are lots of bright-sides to this day though; a) i got paid, b) i get off at 9pm instead of 12am, c) weekendz, and d) Tomb Raider: Legend - w00t.
Kyle, Tim, Dan, Anthony, and I crammed into Tim's dented car and trekked up to the mall. We stopped, first, at ebGames, or something, looking for a copy of Tenchu for the xbox [sorry, guys, but the xbox version was much better... friggin' playstation... with the no wall-camo... jerks]. Me, being the nerd-kid that I am, decided to look for Tomb Raider: Legend, as it is awesome, and too large to keep on my harddrive. Found it, of course, but for xbox, not teh 360. Either way, I get my game, so, whatever [though I will find it for 360, and I will buy it]. We found Tenchu as well, so I paid and we left. Got lunch at Subway. Was awesome. Still needed to go to HotTopic, as that is what we were originally there for. Anthony got the dethklok shirt that he wanted, and I an odd-shaped pair of pants. Got home in enough time to play through half of Bolivia before I had to go to work.
Monday: No Work [but I am spending that day with Anthony, because we both
have it off]
Sat/Sun: No Work [No plans (other than the D&D campaign on Saturday night)]
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Okay, so, it isn't really demotion, just an added responsibility that takes less IQ and more organizational skills. Am definately Ron's secretary. On the plus-side, though, I have a guaranteed ride to work and Mondays off. ^^ Fun stuff, on a more serious subject...
Chadrick Allen Crabtree. Someone I thought I could trust. Someone I felt connected to. Someone I loved. Until he ripped out my heart for the last time. Never again.
Let me tell you a little something that I have been thinking about for a long time. It is a funny thing when someone has a rare disease, very rare, mind, and there will always be that one person who has it, too. They have everything that everyone else has. They want attention; kind, loving attention. You will never get that. Never. Not until you stop being the selfish, awful thing you are, and start caring about other people, until you start being selfless. I have a quote for you; 'The fool doth think himself wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool.' William Shakespeare. He was one smart cookie. Think on that, maybe, just maybe, you'll learn something.
I'll end on this note, another quote; 'You have no power over me.' - Sarah in The Labyrinth
Saturday, April 21, 2007
So, no Quake tourney because someone "forgot" about the server, even though there was plenty of time to prepare. Any way, another Quake tourney was promised to me for next LAN party. *sigh*
Started my character for Harvey's D&D campaign. I'm a cleric. ^^ I wanted my name to be Jesus, but Harvey said no, so my name is Fearnae. I had the highest stats. I was def stoked. *muah* I have no dump stat, they were all 13+; 13, 15, 15, 16, 17, and 17. w00t - l337, 1o1.
Not going to Rocky tonight, am not feeling up to it. Sinus stuff, maybe an infection. Ick. Can't wait to get home. Haven't played Gears in, like, two days. O.o
Was playing Tomb Raider: The Last Revelation earlier, died a lot. May play again. May not. Was thinking about playing Evidence, but I like to play that with other people... Hm.
Have this awful sinus thing going on. Nose won't quit running unless I'm running, and I can't stop sneezing. Ick.
Had another dream about my dad last night. It was odd...
She was moving into the basement, and was hanging some
decorations. I went upstairs to the living room. I sat on the
arm of the couch just as he was coming home. I looked at
him and started to speak, but he turned his head away and
averted his eyes. I kept trying to talk to him but he just kept
shaking his head. I thought to myself, "fine, I don't need this.
I'll just ignore you, " and I left the house. I walked for a bit,
and then spun around on this rolley-chair [there is no proper
way to spell "rolley" as it is not a word that can be used as
an adjective. The word "rolley", noun-wise, is a small wagon]
for a while, and then I woke up.
Friday, April 20, 2007
The LAN party is tomorrow. Can't wait. Need to make sure I get up on time. It isn't going to be so great not seeing ?Anthony? all day, though. Whatever. I'm going to rock the QIII, or try to, really, really hard. ^^ Papa Giorgio said he may attend. ^^
Been drinking lots of water lately. Happy about that. Am finding it easier to get up in the morning [or early afternoon]. Hm.
Been thinking a lot about my dad, lately. Been having odd dreams, in most of which, he comes to my house after I have children and such. Sometimes he is really mad, and sometimes he is just like I was as I ventured up to his front door. Just as timid, and curious, just as careful, not sure what to expect.
Well, Anthony lost the ring I gave him, my little silver one, with the heart. It wasn't his fault, of course, he was attacked by some twine holding up an illegally strung sign [DAMN YOU, MAYTAG!!]. It broke the necklace it was on, the ring probably stuck in someone's tire, on its way to cause death and destruction in some adjacent state. I'm not upset. Well, I'm not sure how I feel about it. I definately thought he wouldn't lose it, for the simple fact that Matt always lost the rings I gave him [or gave them back], and we aren't together anymore. I do not know if I should do as compelled and take it as an omen. Matt lost more and more trust in me the more I tried to show him how loyal I was. The rings, of course, representing eternity or infinity, because there is no end. I never lost anything he gave me, and so whole-heartedly trusted him, no matter what. I know I should take it as an intelligent person would and understand that shit happens. That is, after all, what life is about, right? You hit a few bumps in the road, here and there, maybe even a few illegally strung signs [DAMN YOU, MAYTAG!!], but you just metophorically "keep on trucking," in a manner of speaking.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
i want to
and be cold
so maybe it will freeze
and it won't
hurt so fucking much
i want to be away from the worry
away from the pain
away from this fucking place
Ferin,At no time is your boy friend allowed to be in Bierce 69. He is defiantly not allowed behind the counter. IF, he has a computer problem one of the other techs can attend to him.
2. Defiantly and definately are two very different words.
3. Who is usually in the office with you, Holly? Oh, yeah, RON'S CHILDREN. I can't have an ADULT in the office, but you can have sniveling children in the office? Oh, thank you!
Yeah, I am really upset about this. Work isn't fun anymore. Thinking about quitting. Seriously considering it.
Friday, April 13, 2007
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Monday, April 09, 2007
[[SHUT THE FUCK UP]]
Gah. Fucking people at work. People who want their shit fixed who willingly come into our office and talk down to us like we're children with [[gah]] i don't even know.