Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Cold Cold Cold

Today was a good day. I really enjoyed hanging out with Christina.

Been playing on the Gamecube-Gameboy thing. It's pretty cool; normal sized controller, normal sized screen. It's nice.

Got my retirement check from the university. Turns out I saved up more than I thought. Saved over $400, which shocked me. It's odd what pennies a day can do for two years earning interest, hm?

I really wish that I could be by myself sometimes; not alone, by myself.

It's funny how there are some things you don't notice about people until you can't avoid them. Not that you want to avoid them... just saying.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

At the very least....

It's over with. Just to let you know, they say they're behind you, but I hear otherwise. Careful of whom you trust; when you really need someone, you'll find out really how many people you've pissed off. It's the little things. Sucks to be selfish and spoiled, huh?

Well, car window is busted out. Just the back. Really glad no one really knows the new address, I suppose. The privacy is nice.

Guess what Tuesday is? I can't wait. I'm wearing my wedding dress regardless of whether it's indoor or outdoor, which of course, depends on the weather. :)

Reception is going to be Wednesday, though. Hm.

Been arguing a lot with myself over Paige. I haven't quite gotten used to living with her, and the others.

Back to playing Bioshock. Yay.

Also, need to write more.

And another thing, need to find my freakin' media reader.

Last, but not least, having coffee with Lil and Meghan Tibby on Thursday this week.

Monday, July 21, 2008


It is fricking humid. Omigosh.
Been at home playing Bioshock all day. Will do very late review after I finish, maybe, I think Anthony did one before. Oh well. Either way. Imma go passssssoutttt...

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Okay, so, updateness, now that I'm actually awake...

Okay, so, so much for hanging out with my sister today. No call, etc. Whatev. There's always Thanksgiving.

Have to find my media reader so I can get pictures off of my camera as to upload them onto dA.

Updated Google Calendar.

Just to let you know;

We're getting married in two weeks. I was stupid for a while, I believed you. I see right through you now, as he has for so long.
As far as I'm concerned, right now, you're dead. You don't exist. You're just another nameless face on the Earth, as I am, as we all are.

Also, looking into a restraining order if you don't cut it out.

Embarassing AIM Handles You Had When You Were A Kid

jgh: Assignment is self-explanatory: reblog with any ridiculous AIM handles you had as a tween.
I’ll start, in honor of the latest X-Files flick: when I was 13, my AIM was ScullyJess.
Your turn!
ch!cktionary: The embarrassing AIM handle I had as a kid is still my AIM handle. Let’s just say it references bunnies.
hexidecimalhack: So mine was Ace989810612 because I wanted to use Ace since I loved dealing cards. Then later I used poetrydust because I wanted to use something related to fairy dust and I liked writing couplets...

First Post in a while.

Well, been feeling better all up until work yesterday. Two-year desk job really softened me up. Feet were killing me like nobody's business. Damn-it.

Tibby sent me a text message today. Very exciting. I can't wait to see her again.

Friday, July 04, 2008

I can't stand it...

My scar is throbbing, aching for attention. I cause nothing but pain. I can't take hurting people. I don't understand why I always end up hurting people. I am constantly getting comments about what I write not being interesting enough, not being good enough. Fact of the matter is, this is the only thing keeping me sane. Please, please don't take this away from me.