Monday, April 20, 2009

It's Been A Month

It's been a month since we've spoken. It's been a month since we've had contact of any kind. It's been a month since I've gone to sleep crying. It's been a month since I've had to be someone else out of nervousness. It's been a month since we've argued. It's been a month since I've had to remind you what a friendship is and what it means. It's been a month since I've had to give the definition of respect. It's been a month since I've been glared at. It's been a month since I had someone steal a cigarette from me while smiling. It's been a month since I've watched American Idol. It's been a month since I was indirectly called fat. It's been a month since I've been ditched for someone new. It's been a month since I've heard about how you like that someone buys you stuff, but you don't really like them as a person or a friend. It's been a month since I've regretted bringing up my marriage. It's been a month since I've had to apologize for you. It's been a month since I've had to give in. It's been a month since I've had my real friends turned against me.

It took me a month to realize my best friend didn't exist.

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