Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Monday, July 19, 2010

Death, Love, and Life

You know, sometimes bad things happen. I miscarried this morning. Though we can't afford to have a child right now, it doesn't stop me from mourning our loss. Though (s)he hadn't been born yet, I love our child with all of my heart. Miscarriage is like a kidnapper, except not only is a child taken away from you, there is no way to get that child back, no chance. Not if you give randsom money, not if you call the police, and not by any other circumstances.
I know my family and friends love me, as they are trying so hard to help, but I really don't need everyone to walk on egg-shells for me. I would rather that everyone go on as usual.
I'm fine. I promise. Our life will go on.