Monday, November 28, 2011

Continued

Me: Who the hell are you?

The Guy: What?

Me: Facebook?

The Guy: What about it?

Me: Your super long posts about god and cheating and being a badass? What on Earth?

The Guy: I don't even know. I was tired and ranting.

Me: You don't even know? Who is that person? I'm not joking. How can you not know what you were talking about?

The Guy: Who is what person?

Me: You! Who is this angry scary person? Are those really your feelings? Why have you never talked to me about this stuff? This deep seated hatred?

The Guy: What do you mean never talked to you about this stuff? You know how I hate drinking, smoking, and drugs of any type, and you agree as far as I know with my views on cheating.

Me: It's not the views it's the anger and the language and what the fuck rage and severe meltdown are you going through that I haven't heard about? You scare the shit out of me.

The Guy: What are you talking about? There is no rage or meltdown going on. Its a simple point of view of people as a whole, and the only bad language I used was the one time I wrote motherfuckers.

Me: Your status afterward. Was worth it, rage subsided for now, severe meltdown avoided, etc? I don't understand how you can not respond to anything I post or say, but you can post this long scary shit about god being stupid and if people disagree they are part of the problem?

The Guy: O the status thing wasn't anything real. Just a stupid title to throw in there.


Yeah, okay.

Who the hell are you?

Life I guess. (or at least part of my view)

by Anthony Britton on 12:50am tim3 0f pwng M0nd4y, n0v3mb3r 28, 2011 d4t3 of pwng

It is said that God created man in His image. Does this mean physically or entirely? Either way I am worried about the fate of mankind as it were. Think about it. If the answer is physically it bodes the question: Why did God create such a stupid being? If the answer is entirely it bodes a similar question: Why is God such a stupid being? Here is my reasoning before anyone gets overly upset. Man is supposedly an intelligent being, but constantly proves that to be false. Intelligence would tell man to not smoke or drink because those are things manufactured to bring about a feeling based upon poisoning the body ie: the feelings from drinking and smoking that people seem to love so much are from the body working to expel the poison you just introduced unto it. The same really goes for all drugs of the type, but society seems to forgo the intelligence factor in the matter and do it anyway. Its my understanding that if you are truly an intelligent being you would not want to willingly take part in something that is literally made to poison you.

Morals I think are another factor in the fear that I have than man is doomed. Morals that are instilled in us from childhood that most of society holds to standard would tell us that adultery is wrong, yet society as a whole throws that out the window, and people cheat on each other left and right. Now some people view adultery in the literal sense of a married person having intercourse with someone other than their spouse. I find my definition is more broad than that. In my world adultery includes people who are dating as well, and is broadened to any unfaithful act (including kissing someone other than the person you are with), and even if both people in the relationship agree its okay ie "swingers" or people in an "open relationship" its still morally wrong in my opinion.

Now in saying these two things yes I know its the choice of each individual whether or not they want to be intelligent or morally sound, and I shouldnt try to control people, and if i dont like it then I shouldnt talk to them, but guess what no matter how you want to justify what you are doing as your choice and ok its still a blatant show of being unintelligent, and morally loose, and you are correct in saying i cant control anyone elses actions, and its their choice, but guess what else motherfuckers: its my choice not to bother with your low moral having unintelligent asses. I dont need any of it bringing me down. I may not believe in organized religion, but it sickens me to see the world falling down to such low moral standards, and if there is a God the being known as should literally just end our miserable and pathetic existence because there are not enough people who try to set high standards to shift the balance of the others in the world who do not. I just have to live with the fact the stupidity is running rampant like a plague, and apparently is as infectious as a viral disease.

These things bring me to my final thought. Crime. This is for the most part directly affected by the factor of stupidy rather than being a contributing factor, although in some cases it is the cause rather than an after effect of stupidity. If man is supposed to be the most intelligent being on the planet, then why of all things do a lot of people resort to a life of crime, or even a brief "lapse of judgement" and commit a crime. This encompasses a wide array of crimes from theft to murder. I just dont think that we are as intelligent of a species as we think we are if we actually have members of our species (and apparently in high volume) who think that its a good idea to commit any crime no matter how small or seemingly insignificant it may be.

Now the culmination and combination of these three things is my basic idea of three of my biggest problems with life on this planet. These are my views, and if you agree with them thank you, but if you do not, then I view you as part of the problem with mankind rather than part of the small group that knows better.



Then later:

Guess what mothafuckas The Godfather figured out how to blog on facebook. What a waste of time, but it was worth it. Rage subsided for now, and severe meltdown avoided. On a side note apparently you can get pulled over on suspicion of being a badass. I am being charged tomorrow and sentenced to a life of cool afterwards.


Severe meltdown? Rage subsided? What is all of this fuck-the-world attitude?? Furthermore, this has never ever been discussed with me. Ever. I don't know who this is, and I don't think I like this person. This scares me. A lot.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Today...


... you brought me lunch. You didn't ask me if I was hungry. Or ask me to come down to get it. You showed up at my lab door. With food. And a hug.

And I noticed.

I noticed that you did something nice for me without me asking you to first. I noticed that you thought of me when I wasn't around. I noticed that you had to take time out of your day to do something for me. And I noticed that you tried to surprise me with something nice that was for me, not with something that was for you, or even both of us.

And it made me cry.

Sunday, November 20, 2011


"Although there's pain in my chest I still wish you the best... with a fuck you."

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Breakdown by Seether

The sun is gone and the flowers rot
Words are spaces between us
And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost
And I should've been down when you made me insecure

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye

And I'm the one you can never trust
'cause wounds are ways to reveal us
And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us
But what a waste of my time when the world we have is yours

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'cause I'm so much more than all your lies

Hate me, break me down
So break me down
So break me down
So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye

Tell it like it is, Rilo...


"There I go I fucked it up for you, I knowI should let you go
That's my reasoning
But there's no reasoning
With a melodramtic fool like me
Ah fuck it, here's your love song
That you've been asking for
It's the best I could do without saying
I love - "