Monday, January 30, 2012

Do you know what I miss about cocaine?



YES

BEST DAY EVER

My day started as the best day ever. I set my alarm for 7, so I got to snooze it until 8. Micro-naps, woo! Then, When I had a shower I ran out of shampoo and conditioner at the same time, so next shower I get to use both of the new ones, woo! Paige brought me breakfast, coffee, and smokes. I had my first day of class in Sociology, and my teacher's name is Valiant. She's South African and has the most awesome accent ever. I get paid tonight (bye bye move-in costs, hello groceries and maybe even furniture). And guess what? The day isn't over yet!

Friday, January 27, 2012

So...


...after yesterday's crazy debacle I've been feeling ill...


...especially with some of the things that jerk-face said. Some of them were so awful anytime I think about it I'm still like...


...and I'm still pissed about everything so much so that I keep having these little daydreams...


I passed my lit class with the lowest C known to man (71.40%) but I'm still like...


Haven't eaten in two days. Should probably worry about that. Really not though. Anytime someone has been like, "Hey, you okay?" I'm like...


Also, just for fun, here's Frank Sinatra's mugshot.



Thursday, January 26, 2012

It's taking...


...all of my will not to send you a text or call you to tell you all of the lies you told me that I am just now finding out about.

[EDIT] I guess I'm weak willed. You fuck. [/EDIT]

Deadgirl?


Are you one of my readers?

'Cause you know what's cool as hell?

I don't have anyone telling me I'm not allowed to talk to you anymore.


<3

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

It's kinda like...



LOL

Anyway, so I'm totally broke right now for at least another week so I've been really nervous.


Also, too, after being bugged about it I finally got a tumblr, and I love it, okay. I'm the ass who didn't want one, and now I'm an addict, and I was wrong. Same story as freaking StumbleUpon, it happened again, history repeats itself, etc. Sorry. The tumblr still doesn't have a name because I'm not sure who it is yet... Also still only using a template. Will craft some HTML and CSS madness soon.



Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Monday, January 23, 2012

Sunday, January 22, 2012

So lately...


...every ten minutes I've been like...


...and I've lost like five more pounds, so I've been like...


..until I walk past a mirror.


I feel like I look awful when I mention that I've lost weight, so for the most part I try not to say anything...


All the while, my mind wanders...


I love this. :D

Friday, January 20, 2012

So this morning my alarm went off...


...and I was like...


...so now at work I'm like...


...so I got coffee, and I thought I'd be like...


...but what actually happened is...


...and now I'm basically waiting for it to be time to go home...


...and my mind keeps wandering...


...and yes, I'm still on the whole .gif thing because...


Tuesday, January 17, 2012

The daily 'how-do-I-feel' gif...

Well, things are going pretty well right now.


How well?


Hm. ;D


...and this one is just for fun...


Like a boss. XD

Monday, January 16, 2012

Foundations - Kate Nash




Thursday night, everything's fine, except you've got that look in your eye
when I'm tellin' a story and you find it boring,
you're thinking of something to say.
You'll go along with it then drop it and humiliate me in front of our friends.

Then I'll use that voice that you find annoyin' and say something like
"yeah, intelligent input, darlin', why don't you just have another beer then?"

Then you'll call me a bitch
and everyone we're with will be embarrassed,
and I wont give a shit.

My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

You said I must eat so many lemons
'cause I am so bitter.
I said
"I'd rather be with your friends mate 'cause they are much fitter."

Yes, it was childish and you got aggressive,
and I must admit that I was a bit scared,
but it gives me thrills to wind you up.

My fingertips are holding on to the cracks in our foundation,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

Your face is pasty 'cause you've gone and got so wasted, what a surprise.
Don't want to look at your face 'cause it's makin' me sick.
You've gone and got sick on my trainers,
I only got these yesterday.
Oh, my gosh, I cannot be bothered with this.

Well, I'll leave you there 'till the mornin',
and I purposely wont turn the heating on
and dear God, I hope I'm not stuck with this one.

My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

"How'd the move go?"


Nailed it.






Friday, January 13, 2012

The daily 'how-do-I-feel' gif...

How do I feel about tomorrow?


...okay, honestly, I look more like...


...but whatever.


How do I feel since eating all day yesterday?


...though I just had my second helping of Chinese take-out...


Oh and for the record, all of those, "Hey, are you dating ****?" or "So, you and ******* official yet?" questions...


Seriously, you guys, if I was dating, you'd be the first to know.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

The daily 'how-do-I-feel' gif...

I'M STARVING.

For the first time in a long time, I've had an appetite...







So all day I've been like...



Wednesday, January 11, 2012

The daily 'how-do-I-feel' gif...

Got really really drunk. Got approved for the apartment. Kissed someone and had it mean something for the first time in years.

And...

Monday, January 09, 2012

"Why Do You Stay?" Traumatic Bonding And The Development Of The Stockholm Syndrome in Battered Women


"We hear the question, "Why do you stay?" ask of battered women over and over. Most of society tired long ago of the answer, "Because I love him." When a battered woman says "because I love him" she is describing the Stockholm Syndrome in the best way that she can. She knows that she has very strong feelings for him and can only attribute those feelings to love because of a lack of information. These victims do not have the information they need to accurately describe the dynamics involved in the bonding process that occurs with abuse and trauma and therefore attribute their intense feelings the best way that they can - love."

via Sanctuary for the Abused

The daily 'how-do-I-feel' gif...

New girlfriend already?


Know what makes me happy?

This kid. His name is Brandon. He's my co-worker and is going to be my room-mate starting sometime this month. He's been really supportive and encouraging throughout the whole Anthony debacle. If you haven't met him yet, please welcome him into our friend circle, for he is wicked awesome. And a total nerd. XD

For the record, I only promised I wouldn't post this picture on Facebook, never said anything about my blog. :P

Safety goggles LOL

Friday, January 06, 2012

"Sitting at home thinking of you"

But I know it's not me, is it?

Honestly...



...and a lot lately I've been thinking...


...but what do I know...

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

First I was like...

First I was like....

...and then you were like...

...which made me like...

...until you were like...

...and then I was like...

...which made you go...

...so I was like, "Fine, you know what..."

...and then my friends were like...

...and you were shocked and was like...

...but I got brave...

...and sometimes I'm like...

...but pretty much any more I'm like...

The end.